Cara Delevingne has shared her past struggles with self-hatred and her reasons for leaving the United Kingdom, stating that she felt a need to "break free" from public perception and her own internal struggles. The 33-year-old model and singer recently reflected on her career and personal journey, noting that her shows in London were the most challenging to sell tickets for.
"I don't think English people like me much…" Delevingne remarked, suggesting a perception that British society is inclined to see people fail. She also alluded to a desire to make her parents proud, viewing England as a parental figure.
Originally establishing her career in modeling, Delevingne relocated to Los Angeles in 2015, intending to reinvent herself and move away from the modeling industry. "I just hated myself so much and I was just so fragile. I didn't have a thick enough skin for it then — but I do now," she told The Times, describing her past vulnerability.
Delevingne has recently re-entered the spotlight, including a cover shoot for Playboy. She described the experience as liberating, embracing the freedom of owning her sexuality and body. "I love the sense in the freedom of owning my sexuality and owning my body and I think for the first time instead of getting naked for a brand or an editorial, this felt more like my choice," she stated.
Her involvement with Playboy also marked a historic moment, as she became the first openly lesbian woman to appear on the print cover of the magazine. She donned the iconic Playboy Bunny Suit, a distinction not seen on a supermodel since Kate Moss in 2014.
With an album set for release later this year, Delevingne is currently touring and promoting her music, completing the UK and European legs of her headline tour.