Five years into a civil war, the dream of a revolution to remake Myanmar into a democratic nation is dimming for many who once actively opposed the military junta. Disillusionment is setting in, with some former activists now opting for non-violent approaches and seeking refuge outside the country.
A 22-year-old, who spoke to the BBC from a safe house in Mae Sot, Thailand, expressed a desire to help his people but has grown weary of war and political struggle. "One day we will get our freedom back," he stated, but added, "I choose another way. A non-violent way."
He is among a large number of people fleeing Myanmar and finding sanctuary in the Thai border town. These individuals often arrive exhausted, traumatized, and with no legal status in Thailand, relying on charities for shelter. The young man joined nationwide protests against the 2021 military coup at age 17. After these protests were suppressed, he sought military training with ethnic insurgents. He later returned to Yangon to participate in urban guerrilla activities, including planting bombs. "I thought then that non-violent protests were not the right way to get back our freedom," he recalled.
He was apprehended and sentenced to seven years in Insein prison, known for its harsh treatment of inmates. After his release last year, intense surveillance of his family in Yangon prompted him to flee to Mae Sot.
For millions who have risked their lives and homes to oppose military rule, these are disheartening times. The hope for a revolution that would establish a more democratic and inclusive Myanmar, free from military influence, is being overshadowed by the strengthening grip of the leader they hold responsible for igniting the civil war. 
