Boston Red Sox outfielder Jarren Duran publicly shared private messages from a fan who taunted him about past suicide attempts, including a direct message stating, "Shoulda pulled that trigger." Duran posted the messages to his Instagram story, accompanying one screenshot with laughing emojis and a Google search of the fan's name, which revealed personal information.
This incident occurred more than a year after Duran, who has a history of mental health struggles, revealed in a 2025 Netflix docuseries that he had attempted suicide in 2022. During a particularly difficult period in his career from 2021 to 2022, Duran stated he had reached a point where he considered taking his own life, but the gun malfunctioned. He described this event as a sign that he had a reason to live.
Social media users have continued to target Duran with taunts related to his past struggles. The fan identified as Jason Milbrandt sent multiple direct messages, one of which referenced Kurt Cobain and urged Duran to "take notes." In response, Duran posted a screenshot of Google search results that appeared to include the fan's address, employer, and arrest record, though it was unclear if all the information pertained to the same individual.
Duran has previously reacted to fan harassment. In April, he responded by flipping off a fan in Minnesota who made a comment about his batting performance. Duran acknowledged at the time that while he shouldn't react, such comments are still "triggering."
The outfielder has faced public scrutiny and backlash throughout his career. In 2024, he was caught on a hot mic using a homophobic slur after a fan suggested he needed a tennis racket while at bat.
Currently, Duran is experiencing the worst full season of his career. His future with the Red Sox has been uncertain, with speculation that he might be traded before the deadline. However, he has remained in the lineup for every game since the team acquired All-Star catcher Adley Rutschman.
For individuals experiencing suicidal thoughts or mental health crises, resources such as the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline are available. In the U.S., one can call or text 988 or chat online at 988lifeline.org for free and confidential support.