A former high-flying female executive in television has confessed to perpetuating a culture of workplace bullying against other women, citing her own experiences and industry pressures as contributing factors.

Samantha Brick, who held senior positions in television production, detailed her transformation from an ambitious newcomer to a feared manager. She described her younger self as a "monster" and "Cruella de Vil with a million-pound commissioning budget," whose actions were driven by ambition, perfectionism, and insecurity. Brick's confession comes in the wake of reports that BBC broadcaster Kaye Adams is considering legal action after being sacked by her female boss over bullying allegations. Newsnight host Victoria Derbyshire has also reportedly faced complaints at the BBC, though allegations of bullying against her were not upheld.

Brick acknowledged that while she does not know the specifics of the BBC cases, she recognizes the described behavior in herself. She recalled instances from her early career in broadcasting in the 1990s, where a lack of "sisterhood" among senior women and a sense of competition among peers led to a "chilly" atmosphere. She described an incident where a female producer's disorganization led to her team working late, and another where a senior female boss sent junior female employees to work in isolated conditions with older male colleagues, prompting one to take a sexual harassment case to an industrial tribunal.

As Brick climbed the corporate ladder, she claims the atmosphere became more "vicious." She recounted how a senior female boss discussed her salary with colleagues behind her back, and how she herself would critique subordinates with a smile, often delivering sharp feedback like, "I'm not angry, I'm just surprised you thought this was good enough." She admitted to telling a woman on the verge of tears, "I need solutions, not emotions!" and justifying her harshness by telling herself that television was a brutal industry.

Brick noted that while women in authority are often judged more harshly than men, with behaviors that might be dismissed as "old school" in men leading to women being called "difficult" or "emotional," this does not excuse mistreatment. She stated that high standards are not a justification for humiliation.

Reflecting on her own assistant's experience, Brick realized that the assistant feared her rather than respected her and expressed a desire to apologize today. She concluded that the traits instilled in her generation of women—resilience, perfectionism, and high standards—while contributing to success, also made her a difficult person to work for.

"Television amplified the worst parts of my psyche," Brick wrote. "It took my ambition, perfectionism and insecurity, then rewarded the bits that should have been softened, not sharpened."