Former NFL cornerback Alphonso Smith Jr. was found deceased in Florida on Wednesday. The discovery followed a social media post in which Smith wrote about struggles with what he described as demonic possession and referenced childhood abuse. The post concluded with the phrase, "This is it."
A family member confirmed Smith's death to OutKick, though the cause has not been officially verified. TMZ reported that Smith died by suicide, a detail OutKick could not independently confirm.
In his final social media post, Smith expressed remorse and spoke of internal struggles. "Do not cry for me! I tried everything in my power to fight the demons behind the ones that someone put into ME!," he wrote. "I did not want to be that WAY! I know I have disappointed so many folks. This is a DEMON in me! But not only me! It's EVERYONE! I have HURT so many! I needed help & did not get it!"
Smith also addressed his loved ones, including his children. "To my kids, daddy is SO SORRY!" he posted. "To my friends, I love you all, but your boy was f*cked up! To my family, BABY, my MOM, my siblings, things happened to your boy, your brother while I was little that an older lady did onto me. As a result guys, I did the same onto others! Please forgive me! Please pray over your families! PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL I've affected!"
He reflected on his mental state, writing, "I am the WORST & I pray my soul rest in heaven for my heart is pure, but my BRAIN & experience is MESSED UP!!"
Smith, born in Pahokee, Florida, was a notable defensive back at Wake Forest University, where he set a school record with 21 interceptions. The Denver Broncos selected him in the second round of the 2009 NFL Draft. He played four seasons in the NFL, appearing in 42 games with 11 starts for the Broncos and Detroit Lions, accumulating 88 tackles and eight interceptions.
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