Corrie Mckeague's Mother Reflects on Son's Disappearance 10 Years Later
Nicola Urquhart shares her journey of grief, acceptance, and the enduring memory of her son, Corrie Mckeague, who vanished in 2016.
Ten years have passed since Corrie Mckeague, an RAF airman, disappeared after a night out in Bury St Edmunds, Suffolk. His mother, Nicola Urquhart, has spoken about the decade since her son vanished, stating, "I've given myself closure; my son is dead." Mckeague, who was 23 when he went missing on September 24, 2016, was officially declared dead in 2022 after an inquest ruled he had likely died after climbing into a commercial waste bin before it was emptied into a waste lorry.
Urquhart described her son as someone who "really did live every moment at a hundred miles an hour." She last saw him before his disappearance at a birthday meal. "The anniversary is difficult, but we will still try to be positive about it and the universe makes us remember it and generally in a really nice way," she told the BBC. She emphasizes that finding a way to manage each day is key to honoring his memory, rather than succumbing to grief.
Corrie Mckeague was based at RAF Honington and disappeared after being separated from friends and subsequently visiting takeaway food outlets. CCTV footage captured him at 01:20 BST clutching food and later, at 03:25, he was last seen on Brentgovel Street before disappearing into an area known as the Horseshoe. An extensive search and rescue operation, costing Suffolk Police over £2 million, followed, including the excavation of a landfill site in Cambridgeshire, which yielded no results.
In March 2022, an inquest jury concluded that Mckeague died at approximately 04:20 BST due to "compression asphyxia in association with multiple injuries." The jurors determined these injuries occurred after he entered a commercial waste bin, a place he had reportedly used to sleep before. The inquest heard that the compaction process in a bin lorry exerted 30 tonnes of force, making survival highly unlikely.
Despite the official conclusion, Urquhart stated that true closure is a personal journey. "No one thing externally can give me closure. The only thing that can give me closure is myself saying, have I done everything I can?" she said. She added, "We definitely did all we could and I can honestly sleep at night knowing there was nothing I physically could have done any different."
Corrie's daughter, Ellie, born nine months after his disappearance, is now nine years old. Urquhart described her granddaughter as a reminder of Corrie, noting her strong resemblance and mannerisms to her father. "It's so lovely having a little mini Corrie to remind us of him, she is the very best of him," Urquhart said. The family actively keeps Corrie's memory alive for Ellie through shared activities and by planning to gift her his car.
Initially critical of Suffolk Police's handling of the investigation, Urquhart reported that officers later privately apologized with tears in their eyes, acknowledging the police had "got it right" with the inquest's findings. However, she expressed ongoing distress regarding the waste management company Biffa. Initial reports from Biffa stated the bin's weight was too low to contain a person, a figure later corrected to a much higher weight. Urquhart believes Biffa's actions and lack of accountability prevent a full understanding of what happened to Corrie, and noted that bins in the area remain unlocked.
Suffolk Police stated that their "active inquiry" is closed unless new, credible information emerges. The RAF also expressed its continued thoughts and sympathies with Corrie's family and friends. Biffa issued a statement affirming public safety as a priority and mentioned implementing additional warning signage and refresher training, while also committing to learning from the inquest findings and improving safety across the waste management sector.